My Darling Noah …

Can I be alone yet be with you

I want it all and I crave,  yet I scream

Don’t be far but be Gone – not near me.

But hold me dearly

Shelter my soul

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I’ll look after you after I kill you

I’ll kiss you cheeks while suffocating your lungs

With you in mind I’ll pray for justice

With you in mind I’ll be criminal for thee.

Can I be alone yet be with you

Could it be that I long to be dead?

Be a memory, consume life, be nothing

But hold me dearly

Shelter my soul.

Sian Alexia.

I wrote this some time ago ….as I see looking down. Down, up, today, yesterday …  crazy how some things just keep re-applying themselves to my life. Maybe I never truly change. I am the same, still embracing sadness like mine own rock.

Once wrote for my mother , I could now scream to my son.

whoever it was who once told me grief  was a temporary state                      you lied.

 

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